Thursday, 13 March 2008

I am totaly sick of being the only person in my Universe to be able to organise ANYTHING !!

Some people call me anal, ...............

fine ............ if that's how they want to define the fact that I have better organisational skills than most people,

In my heart I know I am verging on the point of obsessive ! (think Monica from Friend's times about a million !)

But I am dammed sure they could not cope if I stopped organising !!

The problem is, I can't stop.

I long to stop, to just show them how much they rely on me, sometimes I think about going on strike, holding back my services, making them cope on their own, ............that'll show em !!!

But its like an itch that must be scratched, a spot that must be squeezed, a sob that can no longer be held in.

I can not hold back, it hurts me, more than it hurts them.